Be optimistic!

I know ,you will be suprised !
But hereafter, I decided to write my blog in english .The reason is I wanna improve my skills in writing .So let me start to tell my new life in Turkey .It has been more than 1 month .Still I don't have any job!I can hear your voice "it's normal , just 1-2 months, be patient!"But I started to get bored!My mind is in a mess!Where to start? , what to do?Do I really want to be an engineer?
In this current period , the most difficult question to answer is >>>>what do I want to do?What is the future career plan?
Unfortunately first possibility to come to mind is:

1.KPPS (Public Personnel Selection Examination)>>>>If I want to do my job!!!
or
2.To be private sector employee!"But as all of us know if you are a geophysics engineer , you can imagine how difficult is!

Anyway all this circumstances I know, I should be optimistic!The only thing I regret know that "why I'm an geophysist!!why!!I will never used to this!!I will never like!!!